~安静~

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开
你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

~21 things that girl really don't realize about guys~

You HAVE to read all of them and if you don't your going to come across with problems in your relationship for the next month!

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....

2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile:)

4) A GUY WHO LIKES YOU WANTS TO BE THE ONLY GUY YOU TALK TO.

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

8) guys love you more than you love them.

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something.

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is

Guys rarely say that.

13) WHEN A GUY ASKS YOU TO LEAVE HIM ALONE, HE'S JUST ACTUALLY SAYING, "PLEASE STAY AND LISTEN".

14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking

something.

16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day..

18)No guy can handle all his problems on his own.

He's just too stubborn to admit it.

19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!!

Just because ONE is RUDE doesnt mean he represents ALL of them.

20) when a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to talk to you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loves you, he probably still does.. and if he had one wish, it would be you to come back into his life..

~我只想要~

怎么说忘就忘记这甜蜜的过去
被思念包着厚厚的糖衣
不想再为了你伤心这最冷的夏季
慢慢地慢慢结成冰
承诺变悲哀悲哀因我被爱
悲哀是因为你不在
我好想抱着你诉苦却显得好无助
无助的让人想痛哭
我只想要和你在一起
朝着幸福走去
像恋人般的简单甜蜜
我只想要和你不分离
怎么轻易放弃
说你忘记
我想这一定是报应都怪我太贪心
才让你头也不回的离去
黄色丝巾是想念在树上被风吹
孤单的孤单一个人无法沉睡
承诺变悲哀悲哀因我被爱
悲哀是因为你不在
我好想抱着你诉苦却显得好无助
无助的让人想痛哭
我只想要和你在一起
朝着幸福走去
像恋人般的简单甜蜜
我只想要和你不分离
怎么轻易放弃
说你忘记
爱情怎么会让每颗心都碎
我不再相信你
却又慢慢想起你
我只想要和你在一起
我只想要和你不分离

~LOVE~

"sometimes the best and the most

beautiful things in the world cannot

be seen, cannot be touched, but can

be felt in the heart"

love doesn't need a reason...
its something you can feel burning inside

your heart and waiting to be explode

of love...

please.. never ever ask someone WHY do

they love u.. love is nature and

without love the world is nothing but

a piece of crap. so everyone love the

world and also love ur loved ones

~am i really changing?~

have been back in PJ here for almost 1 week plus...kind of miss Kampar's life where i get to go anywhere i want with no curfew...

went out with lesley, james, aaron and hunt last saturday night. went over to fetch james than off we go to lesely house to fetch her. then, Aaron came back just right before we left lesely house, so call him to tag along together. while on the way to puchong to fetch sze hunt, Aaron said that something is missing and different about my car. due to my curiosity, so i ask him, what is different or missing from my car? it's still the same car that i'm driving and i never change anything about my car for a very very very long time. than Aaron ask for my Cd songs....than he loaded a disco disc into the player with those RnB songs and remix...when the songs started to play, than he said, that is what is missing from my car. he said that i change because i don't listen to those type of music anymore which last time i will be listening it most of the time with loud blass out from my stereo. i was like, WTF man!!!...

went over to Hunt's house and pick him up from there than went to some place opposite IOI Mall there and hang out. after that went to CC in puchong till around 12.30am than back we go. when i reach home i really think about what Aaron has said. did i really change? am i really different from the Brian that they once know? coming to a conclusion, i admit that i changed. but one thing i really wonder, what made me change? change into a person that my friends and i myself don't even know. i remember i use to go clubbing, or at least i try to make it twice a month, or even drink beer, but now, hahahahaha, i really doubt that i even know myself. all i can say is i don't know when did i lose the feeling of clubbing and drinking.

i remember, everytime i'm back in KL, even out wit my parents, i would drink beer together with them, but now it's like, haiz...i don't know what to say anymore...till now till today, i'm just asking myself, why am i changing? am i changing because of you? ever since what had happen between us, i swear to God that i won't change because of you...but why, why am i been influence by you so much? why....

~Are Dreams True ? ~

for the past one week plus, have been back at my grandfather house. all thanks to UTAR for replacing 2 classes from each week which now leads me to hav only one week one class for the last 2 weeks of class before finals comes.

younger cousin are back staying here with my grandfather due to their parents went to Bangkok for vacation, leaving their kids behind. kind of hate the noise that those kid made. but than, what to do right, their my cousin, can't complain much...

had been having the same dream every single night which really make me think a lot. why am i having that dream? is God trying to indicate something to me? is the dream the truth that i should have accept long time ago? everytime i dream about it, it hurts me a lot. throught out the day, it will make me think back what the dream is all about which really really hurts me like shit. and also because of this dream, i really don't dare to sleep, because i really don't want to dream about it anymore, and also that i hope it won't come true. now i'm really confuse. i don't know what should i think or do now. once again, i'm lost....lost in a world where i don't even know what should i be doing anymore....

～好好珍惜身边的人～

那么一对情侣.女孩很漂亮,非常善解人意,偶尔时不时出些坏点子耍耍男孩.

男孩很聪明,也很懂事,最主要的一点.幽默感很强.

总能在2个人相处中找到可以逗女孩发笑的方式.

女孩很喜欢男孩这种乐天派的心情.

他们一直相处不错,女孩对男孩的感觉,淡淡的,说男孩象自己的亲人.

男孩对女孩爱甚深,非常非常在乎她.所以每当吵架的时候,男孩都会说是自己不好,自己的错.

即使有时候真的不怪他的时候,他也这么说.他不想让女孩生气.

就这样过5年,男孩仍然非常爱女孩,象当初一样.

有一个周末,女孩出门办事,男孩本来打算去找女孩,但是一听说她有事,就打消了这个念头.

他在家里呆了一天,他没有联系女孩,他觉得女孩一直在忙,自己不好去打 扰 他.

谁知女孩在忙的时候,还想着男孩,可是一天没有接到男孩的消息,她很生气.

晚上回家后,发了条信息给男孩,话说得很重.甚至提到了分手.当时是晚上12点.

男孩心急如焚,打女孩手机,连续打了3次,都给挂断了.打家里电话没人接,猜想 是 女孩把电话线拔了.

男孩抓起衣服就出门了,他要去女孩家.当时是12点25.

女孩在12点40的时候又接到了男孩的电话,从手机打来的,她又给挂断了.

一夜无话.男孩没有再给女孩打电话.

第2天,女孩接到男孩母亲的电话,电话那边声泪俱下.

男孩昨晚出了车祸.警方说是车速过快导致刹车不急,撞到了一辆坏在半路的大货车.

救护车到的时候,人已经不行了. 女孩心痛到哭不出来,可是再后悔也没有用了.

她只能从点滴的回忆中来怀念男孩带给她的欢乐和幸福.

女孩强忍悲痛来到了事故车停车场,她想看看男孩呆过的最后的地方.

车已经撞得完全不成样子. 方向盘上,仪表盘上,还沾有男孩的血迹.

男孩的母亲把男孩当时身上的遗物给了女孩,钱包,手表,还有那部沾满了男孩鲜血的手机.

女孩翻开钱包,里面有她的照片,血渍浸透了大半张.

当女孩拿起男孩的手表的时候,赫然发现,手表的指针停在12点35分附近.

女孩瞬间明白了,男孩在出事后还用最后一丝力气给她打电话,而她自己却因为还在堵气没有接.

男孩再也没有力气去拨第2遍电话了,他带着对女孩的无限眷恋和内疚走了.

女孩永远不知道,男孩想和她说的最后一句话是什么.

女孩也明白,不会再有人会比这个男孩,更爱她了！

爱上一个人的预兆

1.当你正在忙时，却把手机开著，等著她/他的短信..你已经爱上她/他了

2.如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步..你已经爱上她/他了

3.当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意他，但是当她离/他开你的视线 时，你 会急著寻找她/他...你已 经爱上她了

4.当她/他受伤或生病时，你会很关心她，替她/他著急..你已经爱上他了

5.当她/他和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味...你已经爱上他了

6.当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑..你已经爱上她 / 他了。。。。 了...

7.当你看到这篇文章时，心里想到某个人